“TWOsday with Jamie”, that sounds like a book title actually. Oh no, that was “Tuedays with Morrie”. Today I’ll link up at Chosen Chaos. Go and check it out people. Also linking with lovely Erica at Freefringes and her series of #lovelinks this week #27.

Last week I was totally bummed. I had a quick meeting at work and to be honest, things did not look good in terms of my return to work scenario. I wasn’t happy about it and made it clear. We rescheduled it and in the meantime my head and heart were not at ease.

So many things in my head, not really sure if a secret agenda was in the horizon. All I know is that I had to regroup. I had to think wisely and make sure that whatever happens is for the best. This is what I could think of a FIRST scenario. I was all ready to grow some skin and perhaps go for baby number TWO soon after returning to work. I was also looking into seriously persuing my photography business, which so far is just for fun.

Then, yesterday we had the talk. Things went in the direction I originally intended, and while I was happy for the outcome of this a little part of me wasn’t. This was (is) SECOND scenario. I will probably not have baby number two right away. Lot’s of work ahead career-wise, but I will need to figure out something to make sure my life is in balance and help me be happy.

I can’t stop think but wonder how difficult staying at home is for some moms. I would have loved to follow that path, but financially is difficult at this time. Sigh.